As only thing that is obvious is ambiguoity, I don't really hold any religious conviction. However there are some ideas in my mind.
Maybe there can't be a single idea that fits to everybody. For some this may be a trap or a dream they cannot wake up. For some this is it and it's pure Darwinian dynamics. For some maybe it is about Romance.
Although embarrassingly I am not able to achieve much Quran is the ultimate puzzle to me. Not that I am really motivated but if this is a game, which absolutely wasn't feeling like when I had food poisoning yesterday, language and as most dominant text Quran seems like mysterious puzzles. And most important aspects of this game or whatever the fuck is this. (Not that I share everything I find but European languages although I only know English and talking based on it. Shaped with the same langauge in Quran regardless of source. It is really crazy and actually there are one old understanding that goes back to French and Latin. But probably around British Empire they improved a lot. Ofc some other European countries followed quickly and even had their own improvements but obviously English is probably the craziest. I don't have much motivation on writing about this. But this is really crazy. You can almost read Quran in English straightforward. Although because English not a uniform language how meaningfull it would be I have no idea. Craziest thing is that this is actually not something not known. But nobody talks about it. I don't know what to think about this. As I mentioned previously it is likely they made up an secreet agreement after WW2 in the pretext of racism to cover this up. Still it can only cover US, some EU countries, Japan and possibly few others. In case of Japan by force. It is possible to imagine British was threatining with nuclear war for things like this. Today other countries probably doing this. Well, days are counted. I just don't know the exact number. Currently, the ones want it to be late, most; soon may be the ones that wants it to be soon, most. The brutal they wan't the brutal it will be. Although today it is mostly about ignoring. However this is just one aspect of the situation. It is not like God will inflict a punishment. Rather it seems like they are finding a way to get rid of all preferrable scenarios. I actually have no idea how bad the situation really is and possibly exaggerating based on estimates over ignorance. This all may sound like as ridiculous speculation at first but this page is kinda summary and this is the ultimate speculation that explains many things. This is under heavy influence of Quran. If classical interpretation is somewhat true. What will happen, will happen because they leave no other option. The reason is that they wanted to keep power to a case or cases that would be better for everybody. Although this is not really about specific event or specificaly about future. The example is that imagine that recent comet was an alien spaceship, if this is true. It is the obvious case that they are extremely advanced. In case they offered a hand to earth what would happen? I see a high probability of threatining them with resistance or even with a world war. If they were bad they wouldn't care but they are good and they decide to just leave probes and let monkeys continue do things in their ways. What happens when bad aliens came across? Would they be scared of any weapon in earth or potential self-harm. They would be flattered and scared at this attitude and would wipe out the earth. Well, this is a possibility. Not the one that Quran describes. Not that I claim Quran describes any particular scenario. Or at least I am able to understand. But some things are repeated over and over again. Important point is that the good ones not necessarily disconnected with the "bad" ones. Bad ones corresponds to normal in earth standards. And they can hear about this situation from previous visitors. So it wouldn't be a coincidence for them to take action. And imagine if reincarnation exists and they have a technology to extract some information about their past. Nobody who born in advanced alien civilization would even think about earth or coming anywhere close to it. But there may be some people who feels guilty and fooled when they found out about what they have done. Maybe they would attempt to repent.)
Aliens are not a random concept. Quran frequently mentions Jinns and humans in same context. You can't expect them to understand back then. Also phenomenas of heaven and hell exists alongside with return to the one. Later is emphasized as the final. And heaven also means Jinns in Quran. Interpreted based on context. Obviously overall understanding is seriously flawed but these are fundamental concepts all over the Quran. I feel like some things are imminent not even worth talking however it may important to convince them on Quran. I am not sure if they would directly understand it. With advanced tech it shouldn't be hard. Possibly they would be speaking Turkish. Obviously this all are quite a fantasy. What is God trying to achieve is not understandable. However GOD is transitive concept unlike the One. Ironically there can't be any transitiveness in the singularity.
If there is already ongoing situation first, countries with submarines that carries nuclear weapons would know it. Possibly. I couldn't find anything about this. And I don't see this psychology. Although obviously there are some things are off recently. It is not like few submarines we are talkingabout about there could be reflections. However they may be just tracking. This still could be known. But wouldn't have a reflection of much. There are weak signs of fear of nuclear weapons diminishing. It is expected that there is a situation they would try to keep it secret to maintain leverage. Nuclear warheads located outside of mainlands are more relevant because potential prevention of such fire may be devastating for surrounding irrelevant countries. Although obviously this is only applies to situation of certain amount of care. And I am thinking based off of technologies we have so this is not necessarily the case. Also it is not easy to know if a missile carries a nuclear warheads. Which makes everything more dangerous. Although I think they can have technologies that makes all these things very trivial. Even if they wouldn't have specialized weaponary. It wouldn't be hard. There are also more in the middle possibilites like they are here and watching for now and they can possibly interfere in a catastrophic situation. And ironically in most cases it wouldn't even understandable whether it is an accident or there was an alien interference. Which is actually exactly the concept of Jinn in Islam.
Also some are probably scared because they believe something important will happen when texts are understood. Despite it is actually opposite. It is like closing your eyes when something is about to happen and believing it won't happen. (Well, It makes sense in case of an nuclear explosion.)
I have extremely weird approach with Quran. For instance because they placed salt to very important concept. I actually consider consuming more salt than I normally do. (Not that I suggest this. Just follow taste buds. That is what I try to do.) This will be misunderstood. I don't take this serious because the word that pronounced as salt actually is salt. But there were same wise people who knew little bit too much and it seem like they possiblly made some wise desicions. Or may be it wasn't on purpose. However modern guidelines suggest unnecessarily restricting salt intake. Taste buds probably knows the best. (Nice video about this.)
I wasn't using harmala for like two weeks. This night decided to overdose it slightly. At worst I may need a clensing of digestive track. Name of this plant is also interesting. “Harmal” is Arabic. “al” means "to take" in Turkish. “Harm + Al” is like "take harm".
Well, because I was thinking mostly about aliens when I was writing this page. It seems like I really believe in aliens. I try not to think about when to not get disappointed. I mean there is not much to think anyway. But obviously why now? Why not few thousands or billions years ago. Well, it is not because I have any idea about aliens and when they will come. It is because there is not much time left for them to come. We only know about the moment. Ironically it is transitive. When it is dissolved I don't know what will happen. And I think it will happen within few year. And because I think aliens are very strongly mentioned in Quran and I think it is more likely to happen before dissolvation, I think they should be here any moment. Plus, if dissolvation causes a collapse in this universe. Observation of it coming may cause some aliens to behave more eradically. Some may try to escape from it and find out about the earth. I guess earth is probably close to the middle. Everybody knows this from the birth but bullied by science heavily without any evidence. I didn't really research about this, much. And actually because of this particular reason possibly it wouldn't be observable from the earth. They hilariously think universe has no edges probably because earth is in the middle of it. Because they don't think it is possible, or statistically unlikely. The come up with ridiculous explanations. Although this actually doesn't make sense because of many possible reasons.
It is clear that back then aliens were described as creatures that look similar to humans living in a very distant place. At first they probably think of Chinese and called it "Jinns". And it probably stuck. This may sound crazy but it is actually not for various reasons. Even today there isn't actually "Ç" sound and back then they probably had even less sounds than today. Sometimes things can be as simple as this though not most of the time.
When you actually think about it. It almost seems like this is the hell. Pain feels so unnecessary real. There doesn't seem to be any explanation for anything. Everything is ridiculously ambigious. Everything is quite unnecessarily detailed. Everything seems quite real yet mostly empty. There is almost only anxiety and things that can relieve it.
I was thinking it was mostly political conviction but it is also possible that the reason behind involvement of governments and overall acts regarding concealment may be due to belief of that Quran is actually about ending the word. Anybody knows little bit actually thinks this because this is the default. The default idea is that budhist wrote books and created the religions to end the world. Well, according to mainstream understanding of Quran. It says there is a punishment because they prefferred this life over. I don't think it is actually like punishment it is probably rather a plan. Which is probably aliens. This idea may seem speculative but it is very clear. Americans, CIA and Europeans seems crazy little bit too beyond comprehension without this argument. But I don't think Americans would be punished just because they choose this life over. I mean that is just like what Americans or Europeans or actually most others programmed to do. Asians may be a bit different. It seems like historically they were able to convince Asians but hilariously failed with Westerners. According to Quran all these of course was part of the game. Not that anything makes really any sense whatsoever.
When I try to think about the language epecially with ritalin. Like how few years old children would try to understand regular patterns. I come across with a black whole. It is not just language it swallows others thing with certain similarities. Every now and then I was delusional but it doesn't take long to collapse. At the beginning I thought there was something special with Turkish without any doubt. However putting logical reasons aside I don't carry that feeling. Obviously Turkish is superior to any other language almost in any aspect. However what I though was that it was the language comes from the birth at least to some extent or like a strong tendency. This is probably still true but the reason I thought this was true at the beginning based on my own experience turned out the be not necessarily the case. Everything turned out to be very complicated.
Actually it doesn't seem like there is any other option than believing it is a dream. Because every other idea is potentially a fantasy that prevents from the realizations of it. Well, there are some hopefull ideas that can coexists however they are like possibilities. And embracing this is a dream you need to wake up is actually only thing that really makes sense simply because there is nothing else and nothing to lose. This, probably I should put to the beginning. Lol. This is almost the bug of the universe. Only if you really believe. I almost feel like I am trying to distract by saying according to Quran it was all part of the game. Even if it is true. It doesn't actually mean anything. Even if Quran is understood regularly and this holds up and text has miraculous content. It almost only complicates things because I cannot see what kind of explanation it can provide. Well, not that easy. There are no other text other than Quran. That it is 100% clear it is actually not really understood correctly. Actually if it was understood I would suspect integrity. But because of the current equation it is almost clear that integrity is protected to great extent. There are some variations regarding letters. But when the overall text understood those shouldn't really matter. Obviously it would be similar to physics laws, if it was the case. I think aliens would take it seriously. Obviously it is not hard to understand governments don't really like this idea because there are consequences of believing that this life is a dream however it is not really the case that most people would really believe it. The issue is that some strategies deployed may cause people who normally wouldn't believe it to behave like they believe it.
The issue is I write mostly when I use concerta. Although I don't use it very often recently. Still, I go anxious and off topic and later I don't like to delete stuff. I also sometime drink not too much very frequently. I don't understand how this page ended up this long but I don't have motivation to go over it.
I feel like I am forced to play in this fantasy universe. When I think comprehensively about the situation I feel really weird about it. There is literally nothing that makes sense without a learned context. WTF. (There may be some exceptions like math and some fundamentals. Like dreaming. It is really crazy if you think about dreaming throughly.)
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